My dreams are always so strange and dark, sometimes sick. The most recently bad dream I had it was like two weeks ago.
That night my dog was restless and she woke me up two times because she was crying.The first I was asleep so I thought she wanted to get off my bed, so I put her down. Then I fall asleep again and suddenly my dad came to my bedroom to put my dog in my bed. That inmediately woke me up and I as I was still a little asleep I started to cry and I couldn't recognize my dad. He told me to calm down and he was so sad because I was crying like he was a monster. Then I came back and I recognized him but I inmediately started to cry again like I was gone again. My dad caressed me so I calmed down. But I don't really remember all of this, my dad told me the next morning.
The second time my dog woke me up crying it was cause she wanted to me to turn on the light. Cause I did that and she stoped her crying and started to sleep again.
I fall sleep again and I dreamed that I was with a lot of people climbing a hill and suddenly I was very conscious about that was a dream. So I started to desperate and it wasn't cool. The first thing I wanted to di it was to wake up cause all that conscious dream it was too much for me. So I started to repeat "wake up", "wake up", "wake up". The first time I woke up I was in another bedroom, the second one too. The third time I was in my room really awake. It was dark and desperate and rare.
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Friday, January 6, 2017
Wednesday, December 21, 2016
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Learning English at university has been good for me because since school that I hadn't practiced my spoken english wich is what it's more difficult for me. Also I had forgotten many things about this language that I know again thanks to the english subject.
I like that one of the evaluations it's to write a blog, I like to write, it's my favorite thing about my career. I think it's funny and sometimes relaxing. And I enjoy it most if I have to write about myself and my experiences and tastes.
I'm always listening to music in english and watching series and movies, sometimes I understand almost everything that people say. I never practice my speaking because as I already said it's hard for me to talk in english so I feel I little bit shy.
I'll start to repeat the phrases and words I listen to songs and series, because I'll do it a lot in summertime.
I hate ICEI
There are many things I would change to my university and institute. For example, I would like to have more history subjects, at least one, because we don't have any.
I think it's stupid that there are three sections of every course and three diferent teachers and forms of teaching. For example, one teacher is "easier" than other one, so his students will have a better ranking than the students who are with a harder section. I don't know if I explain myself.
About the courses, In my opinion I've been taking the same subject since I was in my first year of career. The same but with a different name. It's about politics, language and culture. And it's like, "oh really? the same topic AGAIN?" I'm sick of the same evaluations every semester. I mean, get over it, ICEI! (Instituto de la Comunicación e Imagen).
Also, I feel that it's just too conventional. I would like to have subjects of creative writing or something.
I don't know what else I would change.
Summer Holiday
Huhu
I will be in classes until January, so I'm so sad because part of my summer it's already dead. I don't have any concrete plan, but I want to go to the chilean south with my friend Sebastian. Or I would like to go to Buenos Aires with my friend Constanza. There are a lot of options and something will be.
Also, I'm going to Woodstaco Fest in Teno, Curicó, a three days music festival, it's like Misteryland but hippie. I am not a hippie but I love to be with my friends in the middle of the woods with a beautiful sky and very nice music. It is lovely and very very very funny. Last year I went for the first time (and this is because I have a lot of friends from Curicó).
And if any of my plans works out, well, I will be half of summer at home in Machalí and the other half at my uncle's house in Valdivia. So pacefull, with my family and my dogs.
Haha, I should do my profesional training this summer, but I don't want to do it and as always I will do it in the last months before my graduation. I don't want to lose my summer working in Santiago with this disgusting weather and with all my friends in their houses far away from me :'(
Well, If I have some other ideas I will tell you guys :)
Bye
Wednesday, December 7, 2016
So-orry
Hello guys,
When I was 11, my dad didn't let me go to football, cause he said I wouldn't go for the sport itself, but I wanted to go for the boys. So idiot. I hated him that time. Well, the thing is that my little sister was starting going to swimming, she was 6 years old and she was too afraid of the water. Her classes in the pool were at the same time of my fooball classes.So, I had an idea. One super (stupid) idea. I told my parents I would take my sister to her class. I remember when the two of us were walking to the pool, she told me "don't leave me alone, please" and I told her "no, I won't, relax". So, once I took my sister to her class, I left the place to go to my school (it was right next to the swimming pool). I don't like to remember this, I have always felt so bad and guilty with my litter sister. When I came back, she was crying next to the swimming stair, she was so scared. Oh my god, I felt so bad. I felt like the worst sister ever.
This is the worst decision I've ever made. I was so stupid. Well, I still being it.
Bless
When I was 11, my dad didn't let me go to football, cause he said I wouldn't go for the sport itself, but I wanted to go for the boys. So idiot. I hated him that time. Well, the thing is that my little sister was starting going to swimming, she was 6 years old and she was too afraid of the water. Her classes in the pool were at the same time of my fooball classes.So, I had an idea. One super (stupid) idea. I told my parents I would take my sister to her class. I remember when the two of us were walking to the pool, she told me "don't leave me alone, please" and I told her "no, I won't, relax". So, once I took my sister to her class, I left the place to go to my school (it was right next to the swimming pool). I don't like to remember this, I have always felt so bad and guilty with my litter sister. When I came back, she was crying next to the swimming stair, she was so scared. Oh my god, I felt so bad. I felt like the worst sister ever.
This is the worst decision I've ever made. I was so stupid. Well, I still being it.
Bless
Wednesday, November 23, 2016
idk
Hi,
I hate to talk about this, I told you before.
Since we are little people are asking us what are we going to do. Well, my answer is simply I DON'T KNOW!!! and I don't want to know. I will discover it on the road.
Well, I don't know if I want to do any postgrade or something. Maybe I would like to go for one year to USA or England to learn english as a native. Cause idiom is very important in my career.
Mhmm... Also I would like to take some creative writing course in some place just not in here because I got bored of everyone I know (except for my family, love you, you are so cool). I am interested in write a real blog soon and then maybe write a book.
The last thing I want to do is something so serious and boring like politics and I don't know, being on TV saying the news or being a reporter. BORING!
Well, I don't what else to say, so that's all.
Bye!
I hate to talk about this, I told you before.
Since we are little people are asking us what are we going to do. Well, my answer is simply I DON'T KNOW!!! and I don't want to know. I will discover it on the road.
Well, I don't know if I want to do any postgrade or something. Maybe I would like to go for one year to USA or England to learn english as a native. Cause idiom is very important in my career.
Mhmm... Also I would like to take some creative writing course in some place just not in here because I got bored of everyone I know (except for my family, love you, you are so cool). I am interested in write a real blog soon and then maybe write a book.
The last thing I want to do is something so serious and boring like politics and I don't know, being on TV saying the news or being a reporter. BORING!
Well, I don't what else to say, so that's all.
Bye!
Wednesday, November 16, 2016
coming soon
Hello,
I don't really like to talk about the future, because I hate to make plans and to have an order. I like to live my life spontaneously doing wathever I want to do in the moment. Everytime I make a plan it fails cause when it's time to execute it I don't want to do it anymore.
Anyway, I would like to work in diferent kind of jobs so I won't get bored at all. I want to write for a music website or have my own blog and maybe write a book. Also I would love to continue with my university project called "Picnic" wich it's a Youtube interview program with independent bands in Santiago.
Traveling for job sounds so cool. I would really love to have to do that for living. Maybe going to some music festival in USA like Bonnaroo in Tennessee and then write an article about the bands and the fest. Or work for a strange music media.
Well, as you see I'm a student of journalism. The only area I like is the culture and entertainment and specially music. Any other area it's just not for me. I would hate to work in something related to other things.
That's all I have to talk about the future, see you!
I don't really like to talk about the future, because I hate to make plans and to have an order. I like to live my life spontaneously doing wathever I want to do in the moment. Everytime I make a plan it fails cause when it's time to execute it I don't want to do it anymore.
Anyway, I would like to work in diferent kind of jobs so I won't get bored at all. I want to write for a music website or have my own blog and maybe write a book. Also I would love to continue with my university project called "Picnic" wich it's a Youtube interview program with independent bands in Santiago.
Traveling for job sounds so cool. I would really love to have to do that for living. Maybe going to some music festival in USA like Bonnaroo in Tennessee and then write an article about the bands and the fest. Or work for a strange music media.
Well, as you see I'm a student of journalism. The only area I like is the culture and entertainment and specially music. Any other area it's just not for me. I would hate to work in something related to other things.
That's all I have to talk about the future, see you!
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